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Jun. 26th, 2008 | 04:01 am
music: shut up, birds

A matter of some slight concern is that I seem to be getting stupider. When in the office yesterday I started to realise that during the rambling conversations we were having about the future of X and the potential for Y, I was talking rubbish - not in the usual "unwarranted speculation" or "irrelevant timewasting" ways, that's a "theme" matter, but in the "not understanding the point" and "getting things wrong" ways. As well as "boring". And during other parts, when we were talking about new ideas that people had thought of and were putting together, everything that I managed to dredge up as something I had thought of seemed very small and dull. There's some sort of spark that's been doused here.

Probably routinely waking up at odd hours of the morning these days doesn't help. Half two I woke up today, for christ's sake. What on earth was the point of that? And I'm still awake. Clearly. I'd better be able to get some damn sleep soon because three and a half hours is just not going to be enough, even if I am apparently able to string a couple of words together at this stage.
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Stupider

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date: Jun. 26th, 2008 02:43 pm (UTC)
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Of course, there is the booze and the fags ....
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